As I slowly put the pieces of my life back together after the crazy roller coaster I seem to have been on for the past year or so, I can’t help but let my thoughts drift back. Back to us. To find myself thinking about this is pretty shocking and to actually write about it is like slapping myself in the face, but I can’t help it. Everything in my life is so drastically different than it was last May and I’m still trying to figure out why. How did all this happen? I mean, really?
It kind of feels like I’m trying to put together a puzzle, without all the pieces, when I don’t even know what the picture should look like. Does that sound crazy? Maybe I should avoid blogging when I’m all emotional…sleep might be better option right now. Hmm.