I found these phrases on Tumblr, a website that I seem to be seriously obsessed with lately, and each and every one of them describes exactly how I feel about you right now.
So first of all,
“I need to mentally stop making up scenarios of you and me together, because in the end, I know I’ll be disappointed with the outcome.”
and I need to remember that
“Sometimes I start to miss you and then I realize how sad you made me and then I start to hate you again.”
“Sometimes you just have to erase the messages, delete the numbers, and move on. You don’t have to forget who that person was to you; only accept that they aren’t that person anymore.”
and you know what?
“Sooner or later you’re going to wish you had me.”
So for now,
“If you’re going to come in my life, can you at least make the effort of trying to stay here? If you’re going to leave, just leave and stop coming back. Don’t think you can walk in and out whenever you please and talk to me just when you want. Keep it consistent please. You’re fucking me up.”
“Don’t talk to me because you’re “bored.” I’m not here to entertain you. And don’t come to me only when you need a favor. I don’t like being used. Just get the fuck away because I’m not going to be your last resort. I want someone to talk to me because they sincerely want to. Those kind of people are worth my time.”
Is that clear enough for you? Great, thanks.